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You will not love anyone and i will love only one .

Shikayat

Shikayatein to bhhot hai par abhi yeh hai k tu nahi hai

Shikayat yeh bhi hai k tune chodha tha mera sath aur shikayat yeh bhi hai k tune kaha tha hoga ab koi bhi per tu na hoga

Sab yaad hai mujhko jo tujhe bhi yaad na hoga tabhi to shikaytein hai mjhko

Shikayat teri bhi hai k me bhool gaya ache pallon ko Is per shikayat meri hai k tujhse bhichadna bada ghum hai bajaye khush hona ache pallon pe

tu to yaad rakh ache pallon ko aur khush reh le per me to shikaytein lekar jiyoonga

yaad hai tune milne se bhi mana kar diya tha mujhko

shikayat to wo bhi hai k moka manga tha tujhse k sath rehne ka purani yaado k sahare per tune keh diya tha kuch esa jo chub gaya hai seene me

Shikaytein bhot hai in duriyon se mujhko per abhi yeh hai k tu nahi hai

Tu badh gaya aage yeh bhi shikayat hai mjhko me to tujh per hi reh gaya

Tu dil behlate rehna khud ka kayi tareekon se per me to dil tute rehne doonga

Shikayatein bhot hai teri dagga se per abhi yeh hai k tu nahi hai

It’s okay

Ever since you parted away from me, you were left behind in our journey.

I remember everything while you forgot.

The day i made you mine nothing of me remained mine, it was all you. Now nothing holds me back here.

It is okay that you are not here, but i am happy that at least my heart is still with you.

Even you’re not here, still you’re the only one I love.

I am taking your love away with me. I accept all your complaints.

Even if you are far away from my eyes, you are always with me.

The time that stopped and never passed, you are that time of my life.

You will never be separate from me.

Blessings

It’s easy to be with someone when things are good in life. But when the challenges come, you really begin to understand who wants to be there right by your side fighting the good fight. These people are rare. They are diamonds in the rough. They are hard to find and it takes an incredible amount of patience to build those relationships. But once you do, you’ve found something so valuable that it’s impossible to measure. Continue to nourish these relationships. They will bloom and unfold to untold depths for as long as you continue taking care of them.

❤️

कभी दिमाग़ कभी दिल कभी नज़र में रहो ये सब तुम्हारे ही घर हैं किसी भी घर में रहो

जला न लो कहीं हमदर्दियों में अपना वजूद
गली में आग लगी हो तो अपने घर में रहो

तुम्हें पता ये चले घर की राहतें क्या हैं
हमारी तरह अगर चार दिन सफ़र में रहो

है अब ये हाल कि दर दर भटकते फिरते हैं
ग़मों से मैं ने कहा था कि मेरे घर में रहो

किसी को ज़ख़्म दिए हैं किसी को फूल दिए
बुरी हो चाहे भली हो मगर ख़बर में रहो

  – राहत इंदौरी

I leave again

The sky’s so cold
I feel you slow
Your mind is not
Like it was before
I delete all
Put thoughts on hold
I try to feel you But you are gone
The fire’s cold
Inside your soul
I feel the weight
Of what we were
I delete all
Put thoughts on hold
I try to feel you

Your eyes were bright
I felt the shine
Miss the summers
We used to hide
The city lights
On this blue night
You used to tell me that it’s alright
I chill my bones
Out in the cold
Walk the pathways
We used to know
These quiet towns
We’ll leave behind
I try to feel you

There’s no need to stay
So it’s time to take a chance
I don’t want to explain to my friends
I’ll leave again

l’ll leave again
And I’ll leave again
I’ll leave…

Little things !

When you stop showing effort to a girl, that’s when she’ll start to think that you’re not choosing her anymore, that’s when she’ll be convinced that your heart’s not in it anymore, and that’s when she’ll believe that you aren’t falling in love with her every day anymore because effort is everything to a girl. Whether you’ve been with her for 3 months or 3 years, effort is something that she’s always going to expect to see because it’s the kind of reassurance she needs for her to continue making an effort of her own because she can’t be only one trying, she can’t be the only one wanting to make it work, and she can’t be the only one giving it her all. As a man, you should always be chasing her and making her feel like she’s everything to you and no, that doesn’t mean you always have to make some grand gesture to show her that you care, but it’s the little things that win her over. Without effort, it just makes her feel like you’re bored with her, she’s no longer making you happy, and she’s just not good enough for you and a girl can only feel that way for so long until she feels like you’re not worth the effort anymore. Maybe it’s because she would make such an effort to be with you and she would like to believe that you’d do the same for her, but if you really did care about her, making an effort should be something that’s natural and it shouldn’t be difficult so if it is, then don’t be surprised if that’s how you’re going to lose her and once you do, it would take even more of an effort to get her back.

Distance

I have seen so many summers.

I waited so many winters.

Ate it, if i found food.

If not, i went hungry.

I travelled many roads.

You were never there.

Was love supposed to be like this?

We were supposed to be together in happy and sad days.

He was killed on the battlefield, i said.

He got captured, i said.

He forgot me, i said.

No one ever had any news.

You disappeared, my braveheart

You disappeared from me you left me alone.

Not only i was captured.

I fought on many battlefields.

I slept on the earth.

With nothing to cover myself.

I was so cold.

Then i was roasted under the sun.

Spent many hungry days.

Yet, i came back to you, my flower.

Unstoppable

Just after i broke up i got out on my bike i ride it so fast as i have never before so much so i was regretting for everything that had gone by.

117/kmph on a highway i fly the road was fucking broke full of potholes but still i ride liquid came through my eyes may be because i was so fast

Then came a tampo on the wrong side and it happened in so quick time the brain just decided to put on the breaks but i did not

How amazing human brains are they can take decisions so fast in so much less time

So it decided not to stop the bike and took it as a chance the chance to end the fight of this life to get away with all the events that gonna make me feel dead without dying and just escape the pain which is greater than life

In just that small moment my brain decided and when i was a meter or so away from extinction this stupid brain got a thought of my mom my brothers my friend and a girl whom with i wanted to spend my life

And again i was regretting about giving up and failing them all but it was too late no time left i was unstoppable and had a clash.

I Don’t know how but i got away from that clash it was close but not close enough to touch me

Thank god i am alive to think about that time that so little time

Ohh my love!

She loved me so much and i was such a fool not to see.

she lifted me when i was down.

she encouraged me when i was so afraid of my life.

she loved me like nobody loved me before.

she was so worried about me she did everything right and i still can’t see.

I keep asking her did she really loves me?

Now i see how these questions would have teared her adorable heart into pieces.

I did so wrong to her with out thinking.

I feel retarded not to be with her when she needed me the most.

she loved me the way she did I should have appreciated it but i never did.

Oh poor! me i did all so wrong to her and still kept her away when she was coming to me with some hope.

I couldn’t even be her healing.

I did her so much bad and she was always my well wisher how betrayed she would have felt because of me.

when nobody believed me she saw something worth in me she took my hand wrapped a ring around my finger and told me she was there for me.

Ohh poor me i know nothing about the ways she kept loving me and i kept being a D

I have so much to write but i am ashamed of me